Why I killed myself

Unlike the rich careless classes, the lower classes, like me, can't just retreat back into their money. My class actually has to take responsibility for their actions, and we don't have trips to Paris to make it all better. After killing Gatsby I really didn't feel like dealing with the consequences because life was already so bad for me. After all that had happened, I couldn't see things getting any better. The reason for living was no longer there.Times were already bad enough for me, before I killed Gatsby. I barely made enough to get Myrtle and I through. I already planned on killing myself because of the hard times and Myrtle having a relationship with another man.Once I actually found out that Myrtle was cheating on me without a doubt, it just set me off the edge. I wanted to kill myself more than ever, but I didn't want to die alone. I just killed myself with Gatsby to take someone down with me. I feel like I didn't deserve to die alone. After all Gatsby did hit Myrtle with the car, so i brought him to justice. At least I could do a little good before I killed myself. Moreover, I killed my self because I was angry. Not only angry at people, but the entire world. I have suffered so much my entire life, I I just couldn't take it any longer. Some people say suicide is a "permanent solution to a temporary problem." Even though it may be like that in most cases, my life was very tragic, and suicide was my only option.