What I was thinking when Tom would come over

When Tom came over to the garage, things just changed a lot. At first I wasn't really thinking about it, but I eventually grew suspicious. I mean Tom was being nice and all about giving me the car, but something was just not right. When it was just me and Myrtle, Myrtle would just seem disheartened and just ignore me. However, when Tom walks into my shop, she starts to get all excited, but still ignores me. That's when I knew something was up. It would make sense for Myrtle to fancy Tom because she always wants the luxurious stuff and Tom has the money to provide for that life. However, I just let the situation be because I didn't know for one hundred percent it was Tom, but I would bet money on it. I just didn't want to get involved into anything more than what I already was. I feel like I've been dirt poor all my life, and Tom was rich and powerful. I'm sure if I would've spoken up, he could just get a hit on me and take me out. I wouldn't want to mess with him. All I want is for Myrtle to love me back. When Tom would come over, Myrtle didn't even look at me, so why should I expect her to love. I was a fool for thinking Tom just came over to visit.